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Take A Bow,

Spongylove
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Where'd you go, i miss you so

trying very hard to.

Anyway, 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GH! :) You will always be the ultimate loser!

So, a month is going to end soon in a few hours time. How fast. How i wish a time machine will be invented and bring me back to the past and i'll just pause at those moments where (insert texts). Thinking of how we used to text everyday and receiving kinder bueno from you brings back nostalgia. What about now? Snap out of it brenna. And omgzxz, i had the weirdest dream last night!


You seem to know the way to turn my frown upside down.
You always know what to say to make me feel like everything's okay.


Saturday, January 30, 2010
It's just too little too late

"Have you ever felt that you were a piece from another jig saw?"

So much tension now. Oh how he shouldn't have compare. There's currently lots of 'what if' and 'why' questions on my mind. Well, i guess i shouldn't hold on to much hope now. 

You can erase someone from your mind. Getting them out of your heart is another story.


Thursday, January 28, 2010
Cause when she's sixteen, we stole her first kiss.

















HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN DIANA ANG WAI MUN! ♥
I have said whatever i need to say on my awesome, touching birthday text to you!
Hope your enjoyed that celebration, going around the canteen saying it's your birthday (HAHA)
I LOVE YOU, D ^^


I have no memorizing skills, so what?

Love isn’t a fairytale, it isn’t perfect, and it doesn’t always come easy. But it is something that we should hold on to for the rest of our lives, because it’s the only thing that’s worth fighting for.




Sunday, January 24, 2010
I just realized

1. I realized that he: happens to be a left-hander.

2. I realized that I speak: very loudly.

3. I realized that I love: heart-to-heart talks with friends.

4. I realized that I have: o levels this year and i have to study instead of doing this.

5. I realized that I lost: faith in everything.

6. I realized that I hate: having stupid scars on my leg.

7. I realized that marriage: is a lifetime commitment.

8. I realized that somewhere: over the rainbow, i'll find a pot of gold love. (hopefully)

9. I realized that I will always be: laughing like a hyena.

10. I realized that I like: to sleep and have sweet dreams but you know they'll never come true.

11. I realized that the last time I cried was: this year i-forgot-when.

12. I realized that my phone is: not cool.

13. I realized that when I wake in the morning: I will close my eyes and walk to the bathroom.

14. I realized that before I went to bed last night: I just felt like sleeping.

15. I realized that I'm thinking of: things that will never happen.

16. I realized that babies: are cute, but when they cry, they are irritating.

17. I realized that the internet: is the source of answers when it comes to project work.

18. I realized that today: is a complicated day.

19. I realized that tonight: is gonna be a good good night.

20. I realized that tomorrow I will go to: school and study.

21. I realized that I say: stuff that i don't even know what i'm talking about, sometimes.

22. I realized that my favorite thing at the moment: is my itouch.

23. I realized that the best time of day: when i feel happy.

24. I realized that the school: is not rich.

25. I realized that in ten years: I'll be in america.

26. I realized that the world: is going to end.

27. I realized that I cannot force: things that are meant to be.

28. I realized that true friends: go through thick and thin with you.

29. I realized that I need: a break.

30. I realized that I: want a time machine.

Went to meet weng at queensway>tuition>awm's house>shoool>home
The bbq: from five to a pathetic two + marx (he self-invited himself too. LOL) And i.have.no.comments.about.the.bbq.it.was.a.total.joke. Quite bored i can say. D left early. Did some heart-to-heart with marxyimwenhan. He's great, thanks uh brother! ^^
Gonna read my book titled: as sure as the sun (now). Bye.


Saturday, January 23, 2010
so delusional

It has been long since i blogged. Maybe it's just due to the accumulating pilling of homework and tests in school every single day. I'm just so worn out, like my mind has been shut down. Alright, enough of complaining. So two days ago was gohys's birthday.

HOPE YOU HAVE AN AWESOME ONE.
HAPPY 17TH! ^^
I know i've told you this already but, stop emoing!
You know you deserve to smile :)









(stupid cheena book spoils the whole picture!)
Taken on gohys's birthday. But sadly, no him, no baaa ):
Anyway, someone's turning sixteen soon. I wonder who ^^ (though she seldom come reads our blogs, even if she read, she.won't.tag.tsk.)
Note to self: Set aside a day to develop photos (i'm dying to develop photos i.don't.know why!), picnic with bestest and our major camwhoring session (but that'll be after o's of course), mug x1000 nowwww!
And yes, i'm back to taking pure sciences! Chinese lessons are w.o.w. HAHAHAHA. Shenyang bbq tmr. Apparently we're not invited. But chan was begging mr ong to let us go since weng is like hosting so yeah. In exchange, we must bring food to attend the bbq. What a joke. I think i should start doing my homework now.

I'm just holding on to something that's worth waiting for.


Wednesday, January 13, 2010
blow me up

11 Jan,
Yes, a B3 for chinese i'm so fucking happy :) screamed the loudest and everyone thought i got an A. IMPOSSIBLE. Kho yin mei that bitch got an A1!! TSKTSKTSK! Now she's not gonna drop with me ): I miss you bitch!! Caught up with baaa (don't be too sad about your results guys!), camwhored, missed them. We'll meet again, right?

12 Jan,
I'M OFFICIALLY OUT OF HIGHER CHINESE! And I've made one of the worse decision in my life. Well not maybe the worse but it'll kinda affect my dream job. I'm gonna combine my sciences. Things have gone crazy in school. K, i think it's time i get serious. I hate you, do i?

13 Jan,
Crazy as always during pe and of course, after school :) Things i should do now: study for physics general test (omgzxzx), geog homework. Ciao.

Tell me why, so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why, i can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a little to not over you


Sunday, January 10, 2010
NP BOOMZ!

Quest CCA Open House yesterday was a total failure! Left halfway for tuition and went to NP Open House afterwards. THIS SPELLS FUN! And woah they sure spent lots of money for their open house. Free goodie bags, free popcorns, free candy floss, free goodluck donuts (Y), free NP shirt (we shouted "NP BOOMZ" to get it!), free everything lah :) And of course we saw many familiar faces there (*winks). It was sure an experience going there. Got to know a little better on a few courses. Saw muttons and utt! Boy is he hotttttt! (screams). Went to meet diana and had dinner with audrey, marx and rafael. It was really one of those days i laughed real hard. Wished everyday was like that, but no, this is life. Face it brenna tan!

Trying very hard to do my chinese now but failed! My mind was blank, i feel like sleeping. Tmr marks the day i'm leaving higher chinese. You have no idea how desperate i wanna leave higher chinese. And to all people who are gonna collect results tmr: GOOD LUCK!

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while. There are days every now and again i pretend i'm okay. But that's not what gets me. You left unspoken


Thursday, January 7, 2010
I need a break!

So just let me sum up this few days in school.

- 4A to 4D are on the same level! :) :)
- I'm sitting beside that chiang chor ying and awm is behind me yayy!
- Quest socks high up, fringe pinned up -.-
- Lessons seem shorter (EXCEPT CHINESE!!)and so is recess. The canteen is packed with all levels, we have to cut queue, be late for class cause we're still consuming our food.
- Homework/tests/assignments are haunting us like crazy everyday!
- Every saturdays = geog remedial days (greatttt, and yes, i meant EVERY sat)
- Mdm Wong is a total joke during history omgzxzx.
- I'm not dropping to combine science, but i really can't make it for physics so... oh i don't know!
- Few more days to noob with kho yin mei in higher chinese ): plead to come in to my chinese class kkkk?
- And yes, talking about higher chinese. Monday is the day! The day that i will collect that damn results and drop to normal chinese ^^v (note: I DID NOT GET KICKED OUT K! I WILLINGLY DROPPED HIGHER CHINESE MYSELF!)

Yupp, that's about all, i think. I'm gonna enjoy my last year in queenstown :)
Screw chinese! Screw o levels!


Sunday, January 3, 2010
thankful

I know i'm a little to late but still, happy 2010! Went to malaysia and just came back. Congrats aunt joey and uncle david. Stay happily ever after and enjoy your honeymoon :) It's so true that when you're away, your mind tend to shut down and not thinking about anything else that is happening here. K, so i got a text from awm- "...rmb to study for a maths test that will be tested tmr." Wtf?!! TEST ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. HOW GREAT TO START THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL UH?

Time to leave 2009 behind and start afresh in 2010. Time to get serious and get prepared for O's (this is bullshit i tell you). True, many things happened in year 2009. Ups and downs, new class, new classmates, lost/gain of friends (great ones), staying in school till late for heart-to-heart, did many crazy stuff with bestest, relationships,  etc (too lazy to list out). All in all, 2009 was great. 2010 will be even better, i hope. Despite mugging and all. Will officially be a sec 4 student tmr. Homework-not done. One of my new year resolutions: Am going to catch up with awesome old friends (kym, priya, rafael, marx, dict, more 2d peeps, 6b peeps...) and make sure those i'm close with now will never drift. 

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  MILKY! ♥

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